Day 1

So today is the start of something new.. even though i got my heart broken. well it feels broken. But i have to be honest i'm happy it happened now instead of later on. i feel like if it happened later i would be crying harder than i am now. but i guess if time is what we all need then time is what we get. all day today people have asked what was wrong and i'm not good at hiding things ofcorse its me so i told them and all i got was he isn't worth it. or you need someone better than that who can really love you for you. but right now all i want is him. but i guess this is my year.. so people tell me but at the moment i feel lost and numb and i just didnt want things to end like this i guess...